Pros and Cons

While I choose not to focus on such negative events that have recently passed, I would like to focus on my future. :) Therefore, to some, this may come as a surprise, others have heard the drama story and know exactly where I am at mentally. I am 95% sure about moving to Germany in 2009. I think overall this is a better move for me in the end.

Let me list some Pros and Cons:


Cons:

• I have to figure out new visa information.
• Need to figure out exactly WHAT I want to do in Germany besides just going there.
• I leave 2 beautiful girls here in Switzerland that I have grown attached to.
• I spend more money.

Pros:

• I finally study the culture I have always dreamed about studying. Swiss culture is not for me.
• I will be surrounded by people who speak clear german, of course there are dialects still, but overall you can speak high german with most everyone in germany. Not the same case here in switzerland.
• I have more friends in Germany, and I get alot with Germans alot better overall.
• I can feel more freedom in the sense of choosing what I would like to do. If its an Aupair, I now have the experience to know what type of situation I want to be put into.
• I feel that Heavenly Father is directing me in this way to go to Germany.

Overall, I havent made my decision. Money is being saved, and I am working on figuring out if its worth it or now in the end. I think it will help my german out by far, and I can really feel like I accomplished something by living in the country I have always dreamed to live in.

AS FOR OTHER THINGS:

Life seems to be good. I have had my ups and downs since the last 'talk' my family and I have had. I am grateful I am even in Europe because I love to live here. Also, just being really happy about someone I have met. :) I wont say much here because I like to keep that stuff private. :) Really nice guy, we meet this weekend, we will see what happends. Im sure its going to go well. I will post something later if things are going well. :D