Goodbye...It's Finally OVER..

Three posts in one day. Wow.

So many different thoughts running through my head. I dont think I have ever felt so betrayed, and upset in my whole life than now. I loved you so much, would do anything for you, drove thousands of miles for you, so that you can put me off for your "friends" until 10pm and not even leave to come here until then. It isn't worth it. I am fed up with your walking all over me and treating me like crap. I am finally taking a stand. Yeah I feel bad for hanging up on you and telling you to turn back, because deep down inside I wanted you to come..but I have to respect myself. It's over now. No more goodbyes, because I don't even want to give you that after what you have done to me. One of THE most important things in my life is about to happen tomorrow and you can't even make an effort to be here for me when I need you the most.